RAYA FF - Eternal Shades Of Love Part 10

RECAP : 


I sat down defeated ….   Madam Voice called  from door Bansi Kaka , came in .. Sir asked ,to help you pack madam   Sir  also asked me   to  inform  you that he has booked tomorrow early  morning flight to Chennai

Where is sir I asked

Madam ,  sir has left for office..  he asked me to inform you that  he would coming home late in the  night  and not to wait up for him

 PART 10 

 Chennai ,December .  Early  Morning

This city I have always heard   but never visited, this is my first visit. The city they  say  has rich cultural heritage, temple architecture and historic importance.
The history of Chennai upholds the development of Chennai from a small fishing village into a lively metropolis Chennai, a 369-year-old city ,Being one of the largest metropolises of the country, Chennai is also known as Madras. Chennai is fortunate to have the Bay of Bengal by its side. The city, though now full of razzmatazz, is surrounded by serene beauty of lush green.  I don’t where we will be staying I hope to stay somewhere  near the beach. I have heard of Chennai longest beach … I hoped to stay  long the beach. I have been always been fascinated by  waves..  the lashing of waves on the beach would somehow give  me  a sense of peace.. the echo of  the sea bought  calmness to  my  confused mind .. I wanted it .. I don’t  know   what ram has planned we have  not talked after  last conversation in the room. He has soltious.. helping  around into the flight unloading the baggage .  He has not touched me when not necessary and nor he has  talked    unless  necessary.  I should be happy  but I am not… afterall this was what I wanted. I don’t know what I want from him anymore.

 A sudden  ray of sunshine  caught my  attention ….. One side of the road was the beach and  I Could see  glory  of the rising  sun …its  gorgeous yellow and orange hue  it cast a spell on me   -  As they say  “There's never one sunrise the same or one sunset the same. “” How true!!  I   witnessed the  beauty of  it   … I turned around to  Share  my  excitement  with Ram.. only  to meet  his  jet black staring right back at  me…. My words stopped right there. I couldn’t continue..  His eyes pinned me … I didn’t know from when he was watching me . Tension gripped me……. His hair was flying  in the breeze. He wore usual suit… there was faint stuble on his  face the morning  sun  gave  his profile more depth.. he looked somehow more  handsome. His features were strong and sharp, but suited his face perfectly, and he had short, dark hair that looked so silky it made a girl want to run her fingers through it. I had always found him incredibly attractive physically. However, at the moment he was eyeing me with a concern and it seemed to increase his attractiveness tenfold, making him darned near irrestable.  My breath got caught… then  the proximity  of   us in  the  car was also  making me  more aware of   him..  He stretched out his hands said””  Priya are you okay “” “… yes realised  I had forgotten what I wanted tell  him .”” The Sunrise”” I said turned again  back  to  look outside the window .  Rest of our journey passed by in silence..


 
Car stereo played out  this song

Forever And For Always"
In your arms I can still feel the way you
want me when you hold me
I can still hear the words you whispered
when you told me
I can stay right here forever in your arms

And there ain't no way--
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't no way--
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day....

[Chorus:]
'Cause I'm keeping you
forever and for always
We will be together all of our days
Wanna wake up every
morning to your sweet face--always

Mmmm, baby
In your heart--I can still hear
a beat for every time you kiss me
And when we're apart,
I know how much you miss me
I can feel your love for me in your heart

And there ain't no way--
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't now way--
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day....

[Repeat Chorus]

(I wanna wake up every morning)

In your eyes--(I can still see
the look of the one) I can still see
the look of the one who really loves me
(I can still feel the way that you want)
The one who wouldn't put anything
else in the world above me
(I can still see love for me) I can
still see love for me in your eyes
(I still see the love)

 I didn’t want to also  It made me feel even more guilty about ram

 When the song finished I asked the driver turn off the  Stereo

We reached  our destination after 1 hour of  silent journey …. I didn’t even notice the hotel’s name .. the I knew  it was five star  .. the ambience  gave me the hint …We were soon  directed to the room… it was  …

 To say it was a room was insult.. it was   villa . luxury on the beach front.  I could see the Bay of Bengal through elegant French windows. This villa has exotic Malaysian wicker wood furniture. Walk out into your private garden to lush lawns and inviting hammocks. This is it. Complete.



Fisherman's Cove, Chennai, built on the ramparts of an old Dutch fort, Yet it remains the charming beach resort that's almost one with the Bay of Bengal.

I awed by sheer brilliance of the view !!..  I was so absorbed by the  view that .. I unaware of  Ram  standing  next to me !!.

He asked loudly  So you like it …is it ? !!

 Turned to face him  . Yes Love it !!  I said  it ….Good. I am always  wonderstruck  by the fact  how he managed  to know so much about me  and  this wasthat I wanted to stay in Beach front   property…

Priya ..  this  room is booked by my secretary..  she doesn’t know  about us  or our sleeping arrangments..  I   also forgot to mention it to her so…

I then realised what he was trying to say …  the room had only one cot.. The minute he saw the panick  in my eyes

He said  don’t worry   you occupy the bed I will use the   roll out bed here..  to allay my irrational fears .. I knew he would never to do anything without my  permission but the fear  was not going



 Do you want  to  freshen up  first ?  I  declined I preferred to explore around. The resort first. Are you sure is your leg okay? I nodded  then  Okay go ahead. I will change and join you  Ram said ! But be careful don’t wander to far !!  Take care …



I murmured  my yes  slowly limped out  of the room. It was months since I was  out  in the nature.. I wanted sometime alone   just  me and nature and try to figure my self out and  try  to bring a control to my heart . which leaped   every time it saw Ram  I walked around the resort for Half an hour… Then came to see pool to sit on pool bench for some time, my  legs were starting to  hurt ..  I took the seat farthest  from the pool… then I saw Ram standing there talking to beautiful lady in bikini..  more than  talking he was laughing . and the girl  showed her happiness by  hugging  Ram…
How  dare she ? who is  she ? why is she hugging my husband



Author

Priya RamKumar