OS - Love by youandme27200

To say he was shocked was an understatement..!!

He was driving as if racing in Formula1....

Dodging drifting accelerating in a speed never used before..

His vision was getting blurred now & then because of the rage & burning he felt in his eyes just one question playing in his mind

" HOW COULD SHE??"

Damn it!!

No other words came out of his mouth...

ALL the  events replaying in front of his eyes..

The more he recalled the more his car speeded..

How can he forget what he felt when he saw her all in flesh n blood in front of him in dt marriage hall after 5 long years !!

She was alive..

His Priya..his wife..was alive ...

Priya Ram Kapoor was alive all the while & standing in front of him..

And before he could even take this in another biggest shock came in front of him..

PEEHU

This was the last blow he could take because by then he was too numb to react & just collapsed...

When he gained consciousness he saw her close to him..

Tears flowing down her beautiful eyes & the touch of her soft hand on his forehead..

JESUS. .!!

But reality struck him hard & again losing his sanity he raged on her & hell instead of answering she was trying to calm him down sending his BP sky rocketing & again sending him in d state of unconsciousness...

PEEHU.. Peehu was his child..He was deprived of his own daughter..his own flesh..!!

This was the only thing sending him in bind rage against Priya.....

Everything flashed before his eyes..

The first communication he was having with his supposed dead wife after five years...

His rage on her.. peehus custody.. his hate toward Priya...His exit from there...

He was driving crazily with all the images flashing in front of him from that marriage hall till he left her der on d door crying making him go wild with anger..

He slammed the brakes hard when an image of Peehu introducing Priya as her mom to her golu uncle came in front of his eyes..

He could not take that pain any longer & hide it behind his anger..

That image completely broked him down & he could not control his tears any longer..

He cried his heart out breaking down completely...

This was the worst pain he was going through

h right now in his entire life..

He could not figure out what was he feeling..

Betrayed

Cheated

Not trustworthy

Alone

....

...

Noooooooooooo

Why the hell did u do this with me Priya.. why ???

He was crying heavily..

All the time spent with her came in front of his eyes..

Their first meet... fights... confusions.. marriage.. hesitation.. comfort.. trust..  friendship..   love........

And when he thought he has now everything what he wanted slowly slowly every happiness slipped away from him...

He lost his Priya.. His life.

She was the soul reason of his happiness & living...

He was left alone again to live for fulfilling his responsibilities only..

He remembered..

All those years where he was pinning for her..

All those years where he was just breathing & not living..

All those years where he struggled each night to stop his tears & tried to sleep with her pleasent memories..

All those years he thought she has left this world & kept her alive in his memories..

All those years he felt so terrible that he was not able to complete her wish of giving a new life..

and here nw she was alive in front of him with their daughter Peehu..

THEIR DAUGHTER

He repeated it again ..

Yes their daughter..  A part of his & hers..

Their love child..

This struck him hard...

Peehu was not only his daughter ..

She was hers too.. in fact she is the one who has raise their daughter all alone .. only she was der to take care of peehu..

Priya have raised their daughter all alone..

An unknown sense of fear rushed inside him and all the talk he had with Rajat in Dubai came back to him..

The  story of certain Miss Pooja sharma.. her struggles to live an independent life being a single mother of his mini me Peehu.. her self respect.. peehus sickness after he returned from Dubai..  bookstore problems.. kadys story abt her friend pooja.. all came back to him..

All this while when he wanted to help that single mother after hearing her story from Rajat he felt the need to help her and a longing was der to meet her..

At that tym he thought its cz he has grown attached to peehu bt nw he understood y he felt all that when he was in Dubai..

Rajats Miss Sharma was none other than his Priya & there he was giving dt Rajat tips of wooing his wife !!

God dammitt Priya !! Wt hv u done....

He ran his hands thru his hairs frustrated..

All the anger has nw taken form of sudden sense of protection ...

He remebered Peehu praising her mom endlesly..

ohh god wt a fool he is to ask peehus sole custody from priya  when peehu was the only reason of her survival..she told him today dint she ?

moreover he  had witnessed her struggles himself when he was in Dubai though he never knew it was her..

He dint let her xplain her side of story..

There must b something big which made her take such big step..

He wiped his tear stained face & came out of d car resting himself on d back of d car..

In his rash driving he dint noticed where he was gng bt nw he can see that he has landedup straight to the beach - her wifes favourite place where he used to sit for hrs alone lost in der happy moments..

Sun was setting .. waves were crashing..

He leaned on his car feeling all the emotions gng inside him at once..

He is hell angry on her but then the love he feels for her is overpowering his every emotion specially after the realisation of priya being pooja stuck him hard..

He is in so much pain cz of d feeling of betrayal that he doubts if he could ever forgive her for wtever reasons she did this with him ??

Does he hate her nw for making him suffer like this ??

Was it his fault that he left him like this & hide thaier daughter too from him ?

Did she stoped loving him cz he was nt able to take her out of dt jail & so left him ?

Did she not trusted him dt he would do ne damn thng to save her ??

A lone tear again made its way out of his eyes..

He stood there for long tym untill the beach was desserted & all he could c was darkness..

Wiping his face he got into the car with a determination & drove off to his destination...

Hundreds of thoughts were gng in his mind & he needed answeres & only Priya can give all his answeres..

Yes Priya u better have all the answeres m cmng to u..

He needed to know where she would be & again he felt the same emotions resurfacing that he needs to kno his wifes whereabouts from other ppl !!

Clenching his teeth he dialled Natasha..

She was ignoring his calls by hanging up on him..

Wt the hell !!

He dialled SH & to his bad luck it was kartik who refused to acknowledge him & hang up before he could say further..

This was too much nw !!

He accelerated & speed to SH.

He reached bt stopped seeing al d ppl in d hall ..

Sudhirji consoling a sobbing Shipraji standig in a corner natasha kartik rishab somya standing near sofa with wet eyes & den in d centere der she set crying heavily in his moms embrace & dadi consoling her..

Vikram Neha standing behind them helplessly & neha sobbing in vikrams embrace....

Wt the hell is gng on here ??

His voice came out loud in d hall filled vid silently sobbing  voice..

Priya tighten her hold on krishnaji listening to his voice mlre tears rolling down her eyes..

krishnaji patted her head & then looking at Ram spoke in a cold voice..

Krishnaji - wt r u dng here nw ? Peehu is sleeping come tomorrow if u r here to see her..

Leave nw...

A shocked Ram stared at her mother & then looked at other ppl present in the room finding them with the similar stare his mother gave xcept sudhirji who had no emotions on display..

Controlling his anger fixing his gaze on his mother he spoke..

Ram - I kno its late and peehu must b sleeping bt m here to talk with Priya

Hearing her name from his mouth Priya stiffened & then cmng out from her mother in laws embrace loked at him..

His heart twitched in pain seeing her in this state ..

Her eyes were swollen & face all red with crying continously..

He controlled himslef ...

Ram - I need to talk  with u ryt nw

came his cold voice..

Krishnaji - u want to talk or want to impose some more of ur decisions on her ?

Ram - I jst want talk with my wife & no one else

Priya looked at him vid hurt in her eyes & more tears roll dwn her cheeks..

She whispered softly..

Priya - I m nt ur wife anymore

There was pin drop silence in the room..

Even Ram who was gng to speak something was shocked as he realised the intensity of her words ...

He ran his hands on his already dishelved hairs frustrated with mess in his life...

WIFE

goddammitt Ayesha is his wife thoigh for namesake bt dt is d bitter truth ..

Priya is nt his wife !!

Hw true she is !!

Nooooòo she is wrong !! Only she is his lawfully wedded wife & no one can take her place !!

Before he could explain he saw Priya running out of the house crying heavily...

Ram - Priyaaaa..

Before he could go after her he heard sudhirji..

Sudhirji - Ram

Ram - ji papa

Ram - me ye to nahi jaanta k tum dono aageh kya chahte ho apni zindagi aur nahi me ye andaza laga sakta hun k tum dono is waqt kis daur se guzar rahe ho..

me maanta hun ki priya ne jo kiya vo boht galat tha per shayad uske naziriye se us waqt wohi sahi tha..

Ram - papa aap..

Sudhirji - nahi bete aisa mat sochna ki me priya ki tarafdari kar raha hun.. usne jo kiya vo galat he per ek baar uske naziriye se b dekhna shayad tumhari takleef thodi kam ho jaay.. vo bhi utni hi takleef me he beta..

Ram - me koshish karunga papa per jo dard jo takleef usne mujhe di he shayad vo hamare beech hamesha rahegi ..

krishnaji - sahi kaha Ram usne tujhe boht takleef di he.. shayad tu use kabhi maaf na kar paye aur shayad tera gussa jayez bhi he per iska matlab ye bilkul nahi be tu usse is tarah se bartav kare.. tujhe koi haq nai be usse uski bachhi ko chinne ka..

Ram - ussne mujhse meri beti ko dur rakha he ma.. 5 saal .. mujhe pata b nai tha k meri beti he.. dubai me b vo jaanti thi k peehu k golu uncle kon he fir b vo chupti rahi.. kya haq he uska ma ki usne mere saath aisa kiya ?

He was in so much pain saying all this ..

krishnaji patted her cheeks saying..

Krishnaji - ye baat tujhe usse puchni chahiye te beta jab tu usse apna faisla suna raha tha shayad tujhe tere har ek sawal ka jawab milta ..

Ja beta Priya k pass.. tum dono dard takleef sirf tum dono he dur kar sakte ho.. vo bhi utni he takleef me he beta... ek baar shant dimag se apni vo Priya ko samajhne ki koshish kar jo tujhse itna pyar karti he k tere liye vo kuch b kar sakti he... fir tujhe apne aap samajh aa jayega ki usne sab kuch kyun kiya..

Ram - a..aa..aap k..kya kehna chahte ho ?

He asked in a choked voice..

Sudhirji smiled faintly saying...

Sudhirji - yehi ki tum dono humesha dill se sochte ho na ki dimag se aur faisle lete ho bina ekdusre ko puche kyunki tum dono ekdusre ki khushi chahte aur apne se pehle dusre k baare me sochte ho.. per ye bhul jaate ho k dusre ki khushi tum me hi he..

He patted on his back..

Sudhirji - jaao beta .. uske paas jaao... me bhi boht naraz tha usse.. abhi take isse baat bhi nai ki he maine air na he use gale lagaya he.. usnne bhi boht kuch saha he Ram...

Saying dt sudhirji went inside his room nt able to control his tears.

Ram too was nt able to control.. his tears made way on his cheeks..

He understod wt must b gng on when he came here..

Unlike him all others listened to what made Priya do all these & how was she living in Dubai for all these yrs alone...

He felt a bit guilt for behaving in such a ruthless manner bt then wt he could do ..

His priya whom he loved & trusted on more den life itself hide herself from him ...

He understood himslef that he was more angry on her because she kept herself away for 5 yrs and hurting him in such a manner..

He wiped his tears & made his way oit nt listening to anyones pleas ..

 

He came out of the house gng towards the car..

His heart was filled with all the emotions..

In darkness of the night also his moist eyes can b seen..

All he could thnk of right nw was Priya..

He looked in the societey park bt she was nt der ..

He looked at the time it was almost 10..

He was hell worried nw..

He asked the watchmen and was informed that a lady went out in a taxi sometime before..

Taxi !!

He thought for a while abt where she could go & then drove off in a bullet speed as ders only place where she could go at this tym when she is in so much pain...

BEACH

Slamming the brakes hard he got of the car and ran towards the beach searching for her frantically..

Unknown to him tears were flowing dwn his eyes ..

A feeling of loosing ber again was killing him..

He dsnt want to let her leaving him again..

Nooo..

He will find her at any cost...

Priyaaa...

A soft whisper came out of his mouth when his eyes fell on the slim figure sitting near the rocks in a corner..

Letting out a deep breath he went toward her..

She was staring at the sea in distance.. tears were flowing freely from her eyes.. resting her head on her knees....

His heart squeezed with the pain he felt and seeing her like this gave him more pain..

She dint react when he cal her name.. once.. twice.. thrice..

she seemed oblivious to her surrounding..

He hold her from her shoulders jerking her calling her name out loud..

She came out of her trance & saw him close to her..

His eyes red & his hands griping her shoulders tightly...

She winced in pain cz of the tight grip..

He realised & loosened his grip & then leaving her faced the see..

Ram - y Priya ??

His back was in front of her.. her voice choked cz of the tears & nthng came out of her mouth only more tears came...

No one spoke for wt seem like ages...

only her sobbing could b heard..

Ram turned around & holding her tightly made her stand on her feet griping her tightly new him & spoke in voice mix with pain hurt & anger..

Ram - answer me Priya.. y ??

Fighting back her tears & finding her voice she replied or say whispered softly...

Priya -  cz I...I.... L...Lo..Love..y..you....

Ram stood der looking at her vid a stunned xpression..

Priya - yes Ram I dis al this cz I love u & cant c u in sufferring cz of me..

He was jst speechless nt able to speak cz of d anger building inside him..

he wanted her to finish her side of story & so waited for her to finish ..

She wiped her tears & then moving away from him started narrating all the thng dt hond after his phn cal in police van...

hw she met vid accident...

her return to Kapoor Mansion..

why she decided to leave him ...

hw she reachd dubai..

abt peehu & her calls to Ram from Dubai . .

Her life there..

abt hw she came to kno abt his arrival in dubai peehus golu uncle..

d party...

Abt Ayesha & his relation.. every single thng she told him & finally hw she arrived in Mumbai again....

Ram was jst standing der xpressionless taking it all in ..

She turned to him & holding his collors spoke..

Priya - M sorry Ram this was d only way left for me at dt point of tym and it felt right... I dint wanted u to suffer seeing me in jail for 14 yrs... And also in Dubai .. ayesha... I.. I wanted u to move .. move on in ur life &.....

Ram angrily cut her in between griping her shoulders firmly..

Ram - enough !! This is wt u thnk abt my love for u Priya ? Dint u trusted me & my love for u dt i vil do ne damn thng to bring u out of dt jail dammitt !! Hw could i hv let u suffer Priya ...

Hw could u jst leave me & go dint u kno hw much I love you Priya...??

5yrs Priya .. Dint u once thought abt hw i must b ? I..I....

nt able to soeak cz of d choked emotions..

controlling himself he spoke vid anger..

Ram - An4d move on seriously u thought that i could move on without u Priya ???

He jerked her hard nd den gng closer to her his breath fanning her face he spoke in a cold voice...

Ram - I died the same day u left me Priya.. the very same day ur Ram died when his Priya left him... Alone !!

She cried heavily and he too cried with her silently...

She spoke in a choked voice..

Priya - bb..bu..but still u r m..mar..married to A..Ay..Ayesha & ha..have a s..so..son...................

And she collapsed in his arms falling on his chest....

He was stunned & was nt able to react after wt she replied...

Bt ven he felt her lean agaist his chest her breath fanning dwn his neck he felt a longed emotion stir inside him which was suppressed after she left him..

He gather her close to him hugging her tight tears flowing down his eyes feeling her sooo close after 5 long yrs...

He was still stunned to realise any thing bt when he did nt feel her move he tried to seperate from her and den realise wt hv hpnd & immediately shouted her name jerking her bt she dint open her eyes....

He panicked & immediately taking her in his arms ran as fast as he could towards the car & made her lay dwn in the back seat & rush towards the hospital...

He was driving when he heard her move & moaning softly ..

he stopped the car & went to her gathering her in his arms he cupped her cheeks calling out to her..

Ram - open ur eyes Priya.. I can xplain everythng Priya.. & will listen to everything u want to say.. plz jst open ur eyes...

Priya was murmuring only..

s..so..sorr..sorry.....R..ra..rammm.....

continuously in her semi conscious state opening & closing her eyes..

He immediately callled the dr & informed her state to the dr & he advised him to take her hme safely as it could b cz of stress or low bp & nthng to worry as she is nt fully unconcious & will regain her conciousness fully once she is fed something...

Ram realised that she must hv nt eaten the whole day today cz of wt al hpnd..

Ram - its ok Priya jst stay awake ok m taking u hme will talk later ok....

& kissed her forehead making her lay dwn again on the seat he went on drivers seat & drove off to Kapoor Mansion glancing at her nw & then& continuously talking vid her ...

He carried her in his arms & took her inside & upto their room instructing bansi kaka to bring a bowl of soup immediately to his room...

Poor bansi kaka was horrified to see his mistress alive & in arms of his master after 5 yrs but dint utter a single word & rushed to kitchen...

THEIR ROOM

He was filled with an unknown emotion when he was taking her to their room carrying her in his arms after 5 yrs..

He controlled his tears & then looking at her still murmuring state he hold her closer to him & entered their room...

Ram - look Priya we r here in our room.. ab to aankhe kholo priya plz..

He made her sit on the bed & immediately fed her whole glass of water which was in the jug beside the bed & hugged her tight to him caressing her hairs & rubbing her back...

Jst den bansi kaka came vid soup & giving it to Ram went away closing d door behind him blessing d couple...

Ram made her eat the soup & then ven she said she dsnt want more he fed her water & laid her dwn as she went into sleep..

he made a quick cal to the dr confirming her well being he then cald sharma house & informed abt his & priyas whereabouts..

Switching off his phn He sat there looking at her sleeping form..

Taking her head in his lap caressing her cheeks with tears forming in his eyes he spoke his heart out. .

I dnt kno wt u did was right or wrong but i Know that nw come wt may i m nt letting u or peehu go away from me & i promise i vil try my best to forget everythng wt hpn in these 5 yrs nd will start afresh priya..

A new beginning vid our daughter Priya.. OUR DAUGHTER . .

I kno  it will nt b easy bt den ven u r with me i vil overcome everything priya...

You are my wife Priya and nt Ayesha cz u r still alive so legally only u can b my wife Priya..

my marriage with Ayesha is nill & void...

And i married Ayesha only cz of u Priya.. she was pregnant with sids child.. I married her to save ur and ur famiys repution Priya jst for the namesake..a deal.. a deal in which she can use my surname & i get the baby.. a baby which we both wanted so badly Priya...

Khushs biological parents r Sid & Ayesha but for khush m his dad & u r his Priya Angel.. his mom...

he was crying while saying all this...

I never moved on Priya never... look at this room its same as u left it nt a thng has been changed Priya.  Look..

I wish u could hv trusted me bt den it was nt ur fault Priya dt u dint trusted me cz i was nt able to  show my trust on u ven u ver trying to frame niharika.. M sorry abt dt Priya... I never got a chance to ask for forgiveness bt nw u r back in my life & m never gng to let u go Priya. . Never...

you too hv sufferred a lot raising our child in a city like Dubai al alone....

I wish i was there with u and peehu and could take away all the hardships u had to face even being Mrs Ram Kapoor..

You could hv easily taken all the help offerred by daijan & Rajat bt u dint ..

M proud of u Priya... U hv raised our daughter so well...

Tears were rolling dwn his cheeks...

You still love me na Priya in d same way u lovd me before..??

I hope yes cz I cant live without u for even a second nw Priya...

will u give us a second chance & overcome al our pain of last 5 yrs & to start afresh....??

Plzzzz..

his tears fall on her face..

He kissed her lips softly whispering I love you so much Priya...

ven he felt wetnees on her cheeks which he had taken in his palms....

he looked up and saw her crying bitterly ...

he realised that sje must hv listened everything wt he was speaking....

but Before he could speak she started apologising......

She said in a emotion filled voice....

Priya - i.  . I heard it all...m sorry i... Ram..u...i..we..can we...

Ram kissed her on her lips silencing her ..

He was lost.. mesmerised with the feel of her soft lips...

He kissed her turning her making her lie dwn on bed he came on top of her kissing her with so much intensity & passion....

They kissed  and just kissed for a long time feeling each other after 5 yrs...

Breaking the kiss for Air he hid his face in the crook of her nech tears still rolling from both of their eyes...

She spoke breathing heavily...

Priya - I do.. i do love u a lot.. more then i used to before Ram.. wil u forgive me for wt i did with both of us ? can we ...

Rest of her words died dwn in his mouth when he kissed her wildly and again taking her to their familiar loveland filling the void of all these yrs of pain and sorrow with love and ectasy....

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