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LOVE ADDICTION
Ram's Pov:
'You need to stop
smoking Ram, Smoking it's bad for you, It causes cancer, It kills people, It's
not good for your health, It brings on so many different health complications',
People have been telling me all this for years, I know the risks of smoking, I
know how bad it is for a person, But I also know it's not that simple to just
stop. Unless you've actually placed a cigarette between your lips and inhaled
you have no idea how hard it is to give up.
After a while of
doing it you just start craving it, You get used to breathing in the dangerous
smoke until it starts becoming part of your daily routine, You just forget
about the risks.
Cigarettes became an
addition, Just like drugs you crave them on a daily basis, When your stressed,
Relaxing or even out with a few friends you get the craving and it won't go
away. It's easy for a non smoker to say stop, It's easy for them to look at you
and say giving up is easy. There's all these gums and patches you can wear that
are supposed to help you give up but what do they actually do? Gum is gum, You
chew on it then you spit it out when it loses taste, Patches just sit there
pointlessly doing nothing. Neither of them stop the craving. I've been trying
to give up smoking for the past two years, But I'm struggling, It takes so much
will power just to walk away, Will powers something I don't think I have.
I want to be in good
health, I want to be around for my family, For my company, For my staff , I
want to improve my voice and make it stronger vocal wise, I know everybody
hates me smoking, Especially a certain somebody, A certain somebody I want to
give up for for Priya. Priya to me is the most perfect human in the world.
She's the most fragile, Careness person that I've ever met. I want nothing but
the best for her. Priya hates smoking, She thinks it's disgusting, And She's
not wrong, I sighed to myself as I watched from my window that priya is coming
to my house she is my neighbour
i went to down
stairs, Why did this have to be so hard? Why couldn't I just click my fingers
and give up?
"What's up Ram?"
Priya asked as She raised her head.
"Trying the
patches out today" I mumbled.
"How are they?
Are they helping?" Priya questioned.
"Don't feel any
change, I still want a smoke" I stated.
"No you don't,
Come on Ram you can do ther" Priya said with nothing but encouragement and
Love filling her voice.
Love wat really i
think
"No I can't,
I've been smoking since I was 16 priya, It's not that easy to just give
up" I exclaimed.
"But that's
what the patches are for and the gum there meant to help" Priya replied.
"They don't
work" I mumbled, Priya shook her head before standing up, she then made her
way over to me.
"They do work,
You just need a little encouragement, You need to stop being so stubborn"
Priya said.
"What do you
mean?" I asked.
"Well whenever
you feel like you can't do it or you need some encouragement come to me, We can
do things together to take your mind of it" Priya suggested, I thought
about it for a moment, Maybe this could really help me, I mean I'll be trying
to deal with my craving while spending even more time with Priya.
"Ok, Can we
start now?" I asked, Priya nodded her head before looking at me with a
smirk, I gave him a confused look, Then before I could even register what was
going on Priya's body was ontop of mine and roars of laughter were leaving my
lips, Priya was tickling me.
Two weeks have
passed and both myself and Priya kept to our agreement, Whenever I needed a
smoke I would go to Priya, She would then think of something crazy for us to do
to try take my mind off it, So far we've done various different chocolate
challenges, The Chilli challenge, Brain freeze, hide and seek...
Play in Rain
she was Looking Stunning yes stunning in rain
and after some days Priya's
starting teaching me guitar, I'm shocked at how well this is working out,
Whenever I'm spending time with Priya I don't feel the need to smoke anymore. I
still have a long way to go and I know that, But with Priya's help I think I
can do it. Tonight I wanted to thank Priya for the times he was there for me,
Even when I was getting agitated because I couldn't smoke, Priya would just
pull me into a tight hug until I calmed down, Her doing this had just made me fall
more and more inlove with her. I took a deep breath before knocking on Priya's home
door, After a few seconds the door was opened and Shipra aunty stood there with
a smile on her face.
Aunty priya is awake
???
Yes Yes beta come
and in front of her
room....
i knocked......
Priya open door with
her angelic smile
"Ram? Are you
craving?" Priya asked, I shook my head.
"No, Not right
now anyway, I just thought we could spend some time together? Besides I wanna
say thank you for what your doing for me" I replied, Priya smiled before
signaling for me to come in.
"You don't have
to thank me it's what friends do right?" Priya stated, I fake smiled
before nodding my head.
"Yeah
friends" I mumbled.
"What's
wrong?" Priya asked as we walked into her sitting room.
"Nothing"
I replied.
"Don't lie to
me Ram somethings bothering you" Priya said, I sighed before lowering my
head.
"I can't tell
you" I whispered.
"Why not?"
Priya asked a hurt tone filling her voice.
"You'd hate
me" I exclaimed, Priya shook her head.
"Ram I'd never
hate you, Whatever bothering you you can tell me, I'll help you deal
with it Ram I
promise, Just don't shut me out, Don't feel like you have to deal with whatever
it is on your own, I can help you Ram, What-" I cut Priya off by pulling her
into a passionate kiss, Her body froze but I didn't pull back, I suppose part
of me was just hoping She would kiss me back, But She didn't,
I squeezed my
eyes tightly shut before pulling away, I then took a deep breath before opening
my eyes.
It was like Priya was frozen, Her eyes were wide and She was just
stuck there.
"I-I sorry,
I-I'm go-gonna go" I chocked out while going to leave the room, I'm so
stupid I shouldn't have done that! I had taken a few steps before I felt
Priya's hand on my wrist, I stopped in my tracks not looking back.
"Wh-What was
that?" Priya chocked out, I sighed.
i knee down infront
of her.....
"Look Priya I'm
not going to lie to you, Even if I wanted to I can't run from this look I like
you, And I don't mean a best friend of brother kind of like I mean a love like,
I have since I can remember, I haven't told you because I know I'm not good
enough for you and you deserve somebody better" I stated.
"You like
me?" Priya whispered, I nodded my head.
"Priya I know
I've screwed things but and I promise I
won't mention it again I swear, We can forget this ever happened just don't
hate me Priya, Please don't hate me" I pleaded, Priya chuckled slightly.
"Ok now your laughing at me" I stated.
"No you idiot,
I'm laughing at how cute you are" Priya exclaimed before pulling me
against her body.
i standup and said
"Does that mean
that?"
"Yeah" Priya replied, I grinned before pulling Priya
even closer to me, I then buried my head in the crook of Priya's neck, I placed
a gentle kiss there and Priya sighed happily.
"I've wanted this
for so long" I whispered.
"Wanted
what?" Priya asked, I raised my head and looked her in the eyes.
"This, Us, You
and me, You in my arms" I said Priya smiled before blushing, I then began
slowly leaning in.
"You want to
steal another kiss?" Priya teased, I smirked.
"There just so
addictive" I whispered before kissing Priya passionately, I now had a new
addiction, That addiction was Priya's love.
LOVE ADDICTION
